This time last year Bruv, you was chasing me to get the picture of Mum and Dad sorted - then the next day, the world came tumbling down - we had hope after seeing you that all was going to be OK, but that wasnt to be. I cant believe tomorrow is a year since I last saw you - how much relief I felt to talk to you - to joke and laugh with you - then 5 days later the worst news I have ever had. I see your little signs to know that you are always with us - and that brings comfort, but like everyone else, I would give up everything to have you here still. Nothing is the same any more. Love you always bruv x